Thoughts, Prayers and Words of Encouragement: Well I sure fell off the blog...however tonite (rather this AM) as I sit and ponder the events of the day, to read, pray and inquire of the Lord...I am here again...Deut. 30:19 "I call heaven and earth to witness against you today; I place before you Life and Death, Blessing and Curse. Choose life so that you and your children will live. And love God, your God, listening obediently to Him, firmly embracing Him."
So God was calling them back to Him again....giving opportunity to choose LIFE...He is so awesome, faithful and His love ENDURES forever....man just ponder the ENDURING PART awhile.........
Years ago I read the three volumes of the Spiritual Man by Watchman Nee, actually I read
them three times. Interestingly before reading the books the third time, I had this epiphany about the opportunity Adam and Eve had to eat as much as they wanted from Life, it was knowledge of good and evil they were not to touch. I was so impressed by the choice for life....each day I woke choosing LIFE, in my mind, actions, emotions, heart...every fiber of my being crying out to God for His LIFE to fill me. Then I read the book and found the concept in the first chapter, volume ONE!! Thank GOD for His subliminal teaching!!
So tonite, with storms brewing in the Gulf, waves of uncertainty crashing the shores of my mind, and before me is set again the choice of LIFE! I realize how often I choose the easier path of Death. As I read my friend Lisa's blog, I realize how often I choose death in the way I treat myself. Whether in my diet, exercise or primarily plain old rest. The Lord over and over tries to get it in my head that I am to enter into the Sabbath rest....just like Him...I easily give way to choosing the death of activity. Tonite however, when Richard called about sending a team to investigate Hurricane Dean, wherever it lands, I declined the offer to go. I know there are many capable people to make that decision. And it would not be a LIFE decision for me!
For me, the Life would come in helping the people...I am realizing more and more that LIFE to me is LOVE and primarily loving people. I have also realized that if it is not about LOVE, then for me it is not a LIFE choice. That is a revolutionary discovery....I am finally getting it....so tonite Lord I rest in Your Life and Love. I know the other part of the discovery is that I was created to love and laugh....for years I have struggled to explain in a tangible way the ministry that God has called me to.....and tonite again I realize that it may never be measurable but always tangible...the touch of Your Love and Your Joy!!
Tonite Lord I want to embrace You and Life...help me Abba to make LIFE choices, to resist Death and Holy Spirit please give me great discernment in the choices I make...Lord fill me with Your great Love and Life that I may be a conduit in the world around me....Let me always walk in Your rest, no matter how far the walk, let it always be LIFE.